Almost Blue

Comeback Yet to Be © Catherine Rutgers 2013What is the moon doing to us? Waning in the depths of winter, the cold ungraced with snow. Come back, soft and frosty blanket. Please don’t leave us sloshing in the rain. Come back, your lightness, capricious orb, once so splendiferous. Please don’t leave us stranded in the pangs, no matter how exquisite, of Elvis, as in Costello, circa Imperial Bedroom.

In 2008, I had a dream that inverted a recurring, anxious theme. Stuck in a taxi, traveling the wrong way. Panic! And the driver was always oblivious. But this time, for the first time, I noted the error calmly and the driver said “no problem” – and turned around in the right direction. Glimmers of equilibrium restored. Hidden and powerful moon, your devotee wants you back.

Entering the Cave © Catherine Rutgers 2013Protected © Catherine Rutgers 2013Deeply Orchid © Catherine Rutgers 2013At the Stroke of Magenta © Catherine Rutgers 2013Expecting April © Catherine Rutgers 2013Internal Feather © Catherine Rutgers 2013Rescued © Catherine Rutgers 2013Bicubic Space © Catherine Rutgers 2013Mirage © Catherine Rutgers 2013Original art by Catherine Rutgers © 2013

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Guest Spot: Susan Scutti and Sarah Valeri

Space Dawn © Sarah Valeri 2013

Sarah Valeri’s “Space Dawn,” oil on canvas, 48 x 40 inches, and the cover image for Susan Scutti’s novel.

Susan Scutti and Sarah Valeri, the author-artist team behind The Deceptive Smiles of Bredmeyer Deed, have merged an awesome science-fiction story with a thirst-quenching dose of the emotion and mindfulness that are all too often missing from this genre.

The plot begins with Dawn Theocratis, who sees her life as static, loveless, and uninspired. Then she meets the enigmatic Bredmeyer Deed and is forced to question the deepest assumptions of their luxurious but maximum-surveillance world. As the adventure unfolds, Dawn finds the courage to investigate the most forbidden territory of all: her own mind and body.

Here’s the good word from Ms. Valeri:
“I was really lucky to meet Susan so soon after moving to New York. I appreciated so much that she let me make whatever I wanted in response to her writing, even though many of the images in the book are actually six-foot paintings! I loved how characters in the book began to meld into my painting through a more natural relationship. It is a thoughtful story, and I’m glad to have been part of it.

“Since I am working out of my home, I’ve been creating smaller pen and ink images of a mythical quality – little characters known as the Fugitive’s Astronomy Club. Possibly short stories or poems from other writers will complete these characters’ sagas. Or I might make a bunch of new drawings for Bredmeyer. I find that the story relates so well to who we are as people today that it’s very difficult for me to see current events and not want to relate them to drawings for the novel.”

The Boy King Remains in the Woods © Sarah Valeri 2013

“The Boy King Remains in the Woods,” oil on canvas, 60 x 40 inches © Sarah Valeri 2013

And Ms. Scutti reports: “At the beginning, I wanted to make a graphic novel. I had written a short story that was very visual and naturally seemed to suggest that form. So why not find someone who could help translate these words into a graphic novel? I advertised online, and Sarah answered.

“We wrote a series of emails back and forth, and when she sent me to her website, I immediately felt drawn to her work. Soon after, we met and hashed out our project in person. We quickly strayed from the original intention, and the project evolved into a novel with artwork.

“Sarah read the story I’d written – and then she painted. After staring at her paintings, I would revise and add scenes, moving my characters forward based on what she’d done. Working with Sarah added the whole environmental element to the story line, which became absolutely central to the action.

“The artwork and quotes below have been selected by Catherine Rutgers. I believe her reinterpretation of the book is a kind of third collaboration and brings us full circle. What follows is a mini-graphic novel she has created!”

They Took Our Bricks © Sarah Valeri 2013

“Everyone on the ST that morning appeared broken in some essential way. As we passed through the unused parts of our district, I looked beyond them and stared through a half-obscured window at the remnants of the former city.”

Exile © Sarah Valeri 2013

“I said goodbye to Karin and as I stepped inside my apartment I understood something else: I needed to go it alone. I couldn’t ask for Bredmeyer’s help because he still felt hope.”

Dawn's View © Sarah Valeri 2013

“My relationship with Bredmeyer changed. In effect, I’d begun to lie to him. Part of me felt disloyal, despite the fact that I told myself I was protecting him.”

I Walk Home © Sarah Valeri 2013

“Of all the hormones, I believe epinephrine is the most potent. When it exits the adrenal gland and bursts like an uncaged mutant into your bloodstream, you discover an unknown cache of strength and endurance.”

Traditional Spring Uprising © Sarah Valeri 2013

“During the timeless moments of unspoken connection, something was born inside me. Not a feeling or a thought but something else—something related to purpose as well as to possibility.”

Moonlanding © Sarah Valeri 2013

“Gracelessly, I dropped down beside him, leaned against him, felt the warmth of his body spread into mine and for the first time in my life, I understood that I didn’t know what might happen next or what might be demanded of me.”

We Travel Together © Sarah Valeri 2013

“What of all that I’d just heard was true? Beneath my callused fingers the skin of my face felt surprisingly soft. Could I really protect my child in such a place?”

Quotations by Susan Scutti © 2012, https://susanscutti.wordpress.com.
Art by Sarah Valeri © 2013. Visit @sarahvaleriart to see her new projects!
The Deceptive Smiles of Bredmeyer Deed is available in paperback + Kindle at Amazon.

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Serious Playground: A Time-Release Capsule of Art in the Studio

On the Wall © Catherine Rutgers 2013 Actually, this is a capsule released from time, a chronicle of my own invention, tapping into the ridiculously potent tools of digital media. The photographs span roughly five years, showing artwork that meanders through decades. With one exception, they were taken in my studio. How startling to see the changes I’ve made in the physical space! Certain constants do remain. Not least among them is the beautiful power felt in holding a hammer or pen.

But time is no object in the digital playground, now is transitional, and here exists when the viewer conjures her or his own concept, based on this carefully curated presentation and the infinite variety of personal perceptions, history, and imagination. As an artist, I have freedom to include, omit, or transform. For the sequence you’ll see here, I also wanted to balance the leeway with respect, reflecting reality from a new perspective but not obliterating it. Kind’a like a seesaw, isn’t it?

Though the space-time continuum can be much on my mind, this doesn’t mean that it’s heavy. Tout au contraire, such explorations lighten my thoughts and my heart. There’s a postcard from 1988 in one image, a valentine with the message “hold on to your dreams.” It’s good to remember what these dreams are. But the old watchword seems cramped and could use a fresh take. Let’s try this one. Build wings for your dreams and let them fly.

Bridge Over Modes © Catherine Rutgers 2013Marking the Spot © Catherine Rutgers 2013Tools of the Trade © Catherine Rutgers 2013Picture This © Catherine Rutgers 2013The Pen in Repose © Catherine Rutgers 2013Circle Power © Catherine Rutgers 2013Ashes to Ashes © Catherine Rutgers 2013House of Crazy Love © Catherine Rutgers 2013Dreamland Coming On © Catherine Rutgers 2013Crystalline Construction © Catherine Rutgers 2013Heart and Soul © Catherine Rutgers 2013Screening the Blink © Catherine Rutgers 2013
Images and text © Catherine Rutgers 2013

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Night Moves

Opening Night © Catherine Rutgers 2013Do you love taking photos at night without using a flash? If you do, good, because that means you’ll understand my attraction to these deeply shadowy, obscure, and ambiguous images.

There seems to be very little information, data, whatever you want to call the DNA that makes up a photo of the dark. But it’s deep. And unpredictable.

Which exactly reflects the torrenting thoughts that clutch me in a new year. Consumed with one picture for the past three months, the payoff is a range of startlingly divergent color and form. The hard part is selecting a few from the flow and the *really tough* part is to stop.

Staunch © Catherine Rutgers 2013Fade © Catherine Rutgers 2013Tranche © Catherine Rutgers 2013Resplendid © Catherine Rutgers 2013Dipsillated © Catherine Rutgers 2013Minupsided © Catherine Rutgers 2013Devillify © Catherine Rutgers 2013Queried © Catherine Rutgers 2013Vaylurrtwee (Previously Unknown Language) © Catherine Rutgers 2013Un-nighted Vision © Catherine Rutgers 2013

Images and text by Catherine Rutgers © 2013

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Home Zone

Ailanthus Cameo © Catherine Rutgers 2012You might relate to this circumstance: almost every day I’m manipulating the universe behind the glass over many daylight and nighttime hours.

This is often wildly pleasurable, but to curb a total disconnect from substantiality, I have a personal mantra. Keep in touch with the physical world. Don’t neglect your physical environment. It reminds me to wash, sweep, polish, dust; and attention to such insistent chores is accompanied by a roving agenda of renovations – scraping, sanding, plastering, and painting.

I try to avoid having “zones of stagnation.” But my foyer, alas, had fallen into the chips-peeling-from-the-ceiling-bike-tire-marks-on-white-walls state of being, and every time I closed the front door too enthusiastically, emerald fragments of paint were left behind.

In August 2011, Ellena Rutsch (home turf, France) graced the Guest Spot at CatRutgers4art. Boy, did we have fun! This was one of the coolest collaborations, but all entirely cyber. Imagine how happy I was to hear that she and her mom, Dina of the Netherlands, were coming to New York this October. This called for action. With the expert assistance of my brother, Tim, I was ready to welcome the warmly anticipated guests. Entryway, living room, kitchen. Or, you could say, library, gallery, laboratory. It’s all part of exploring, documenting, living in a space for work, regeneration, and inspiration. So spiral down to this in your sweet time: it is a small world I have created, narrow, but very beautiful, and you can step inside, if you want to.

Welcome Home © Catherine Rutgers 2012Handpainted Door © Catherine Rutgers 2012The Lovely Arches © Catherine Rutgers 2012Deoxyribonucleic Acid © Catherine Rutgers 2012

Homegrown Wunderkammer © Catherine Rutgers 2012Southeast Perspective © Catherine Rutgers 2012Palm Willow Mobile © Catherine Rutgers 2012Hot Summer Night © Catherine Rutgers 2012Sparkle © Catherine Rutgers 2012 Alternative Shadows © Catherine Rutgers 2012Photographs by Catherine Rutgers © 2012
You can sample the artistry of Rutgers Carpentry at blogspot
and paintings by Ellena Rutsch at the Guest Spot!

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