Will O’ the Wisp

Brand new image, trying out a few new tweaks, e.g., color space and file info. Let us see how the swamp lights roll …

Will of the Wisp © Catherine Rutgers 2013Image by Catherine Rutgers © 2013

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Raw

Like That © Catherine Rutgers 2013I spiral. I rarely attack anything from top to bottom. I might start at the top, but something else along the way grabs my attention. And I often figure out the conclusion before I do the middle.

Once a week, I shut the computer down overnight. Then clean the glistening  screen and swab the keyboard with alcohol on Q-tips. Then I turn it back on.

Sometimes I wait even longer.

Sometimes I keep things in case of unlikely contingencies. Sometimes those contingencies come to pass.

On Friday night, I saw the meteor. It was green and orange. Everything will always be perfect. Nothing will ever be finished. Ciao for now, Cat

Pattern Up © Catherine Rutgers 2013B-Baby Baby Baby © Catherine Rutgers 2013Like a Poet © Catherine Rutgers 2013Standard Gamma © Catherine Rutgers 2013River Running Soul Deep © Catherine Rutgers 2013If You Didn't Know What It Was How Can You Know What It Is © Catherine Rutgers 2013Raggedy Edge © Catherine Rutgers 2013Point of Return © Catherine Rutgers 2013
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Color Studies

Open Color © Catherine Rutgers 2013Lately I’ve been feeling funny, like my tongue has got the cat. Lately I’ve been feeling more than nostalgic, traveling back and forth through history while simultaneously re-creating every little thing. And I must say, it has been thrilling but tiring. Or tiring but thrilling. Or … Lost. Utterly lost in a spiral of responsibility, doubt, media glut, indecision, existential anxiety. You name it. I’m in the throes of it.

But. Sometimes there’s only one thing to do. Return to the field of color, simply to play and work for the sake of it. Simply to take respite in something controllable, to face myriad choices, and yet, take a step, perhaps many steps, and then see what might happen from here.

Radial Jewel © Catherine Rutgers 2013Heat of the Desert © Catherine Rutgers 2013Image One Forty-Four © Catherine Rutgers 2013Some of This Is Closer to Real © Catherine Rutgers 2013Color BKG © Catherine Rutgers 2013Peaceful Greens © Catherine Rutgers 2013Lavender Curve © Catherine Rutgers 2013Print Version Three © Catherine Rutgers 2013Depth Charge © Catherine Rutgers 2013Hue One Sixty © Catherine Rutgers 2013Almost Lost It © Catherine Rutgers 2013Mysterious Reprieve © Catherine Rutgers 2013Image One Six Three © Catherine Rutgers 2013Ghostly Flicker © Catherine Rutgers 2013

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Cutting-Edge Domesticity and the Medicine Cabinet, circa 1938

Walter Gladstone Darbyshire in 1920 © Catherine Rutgers 2013Here he is. Walter Gladstone Darbyshire the first, who will be followed by my uncle and my cousin, the second and third. This is him in 1920, my grandfather, union man, long-time Detroit resident, and decoupage artist.

Grandpa Walter had a basement hideaway. We weren’t allowed in there without him, though sometimes we crept in anyway. It was a dark room, with an electric-lit fire inside a plasterboard mantle and a real deer head mounted above. I remember being picked up to stroke the buck’s nose. His fur was smooth going down, bristly if you swept up; he had long branchy antlers and shiny glass eyes.

I’ve never seen another room quite like this one: mysterious but comfortable, in an endlessly exciting kind of way.

My mother told me Walter sometimes dressed as a “swami” for Halloween, replete with turban, robes, and a crystal ball—seated in a dimly lit alcove where neighborhood trick-or-treaters drew the curtains aside to enter. It sounds spooky and perfect, though when I was a kid, it would have been hard to imagine him in this role. He was precise in everything I saw him do: sifting the dirt in his garden, pruning the raspberry bushes and the crabapple tree, building a patio from pastel-colored cement blocks.

In the dining room on Burt Road, the wall behind the head of the table, where he sat at every meal, was filled with a photo mural of forested mountains, perfectly applied and finished. Inside the kitchen cabinets, Grandpa had decoupaged pictures of kittens and flowers and other things like that. They always intrigued me.

When I moved to Brooklyn, so many years ago, one of the first things I did was glue strips of a poster onto the back of the bathroom medicine cabinet (installed in 1938). The paper bits were getting gnarly, so I scraped them off and saved them for a scanning project. As for the cutting edge, in this case it’s literal: the shelves are thick, clear glass, with a lovely rounded edge in the front. But the back side is dangerously sharp. Each of three panels slides (awkwardly) into metal slots. And you have to take them all the way out to clean them. What were they thinking? They’re heartlessly difficult to handle, and yet, these details of home life from the past are inspirations to me, and I wouldn’t dream of trading in this cabinet for a new one.

By the way, check out those moiré patterns on the poster fragments. Love them! And this is where I diverge from most digital art practice, e.g., “moiré patterns are often an undesired artifact of images produced by various digital imaging and computer graphics techniques” (à la Wikipedia) and 139,000 articles about removing them. Au contraire, mes amis, the dots are beautiful.

Jewel-Tone Trips © Catherine Rutgers 2013Inside the Cabinet © Catherine Rutgers 2013WGD the First 1931, 1930, and 1941 © Catherine Rutgers 2013Amaryllis of Kings County © Catherine Rutgers 2013She Swans © Catherine Rutgers 2013The Surface of Planet Venus © Catherine Rutgers 2013Swept Up © Catherine Rutgers 2013Stained-Glass Proxy © Catherine Rutgers 2013Kitchen Corner 2008 © Catherine Rutgers 2013Inalienable Situation © Catherine Rutgers 2013Columbia Quality © Catherine Rutgers 2013Images and text by Catherine Rutgers © 2013

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Vale o’ Right-in-Times

Fourteen images for the 14th of February. Happy Valentines to all! Love, Cat

Oh One, Nine One © Catherine Rutgers 2013 Contemplative Cherub © Catherine Rutgers 2013Meet Me More than Halfway © Catherine Rutgers 2013Fuchsia on the Rise © Catherine Rutgers 2013Rosehip Buddha with His Friend Athena © Catherine Rutgers 2013Traces of Love (found photograph) © Catherine Rutgers 2013Lucky Strokes © Catherine Rutgers 2013On the Wings © Catherine Rutgers 2013Sleep Pretty Darling © Catherine Rutgers 2013Beaded Heart (by Paula Amram) © Catherine Rutgers 2013In Your Diamonds and Lace © Catherine Rutgers 2013Ever Emerging © Catherine Rutgers 2013In a Beautiful Pea-Green Boat © Catherine Rutgers 2013Why Not Take All of Me? © Catherine Rutgers 2013Come to me in all your raging splendor.
Come to me in your most bedraggled and despondent disillusion.
Come to me in our most giddy and tenacious delight.

You always have perfect timing, and I, am impeccable.

Catherine Rutgers © 2013

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