Coda

Catherine in College © Harvey Wang 1976The power take me deep, the motion: watch me dance / let me crawl / let me rise / let me hide.

I am human. I have been earth. Feel me brown, feel me whole. / I will join the pain and force, hold it hard, touch it sure. / I will know the deepest depth.

Put me back. / Let me go.

Chant body chant. Chant rhythm chant body chant. / “Sing sorrow sorrow.” / Roots and death and dead where do you turn? / Cry out.

Dance to reach it until you will breathe. Whisper to me of your rising. / I watch it all in wonder, mourn, then feel whole. – Catherine Aileen Rutgers, May 1976

Image 1914 © Catherine Rutgers 2012What Did You Do Tonight? © Catherine Rutgers 2012I Watched the Stars Come Out © Catherine Rutgers 2012

This is the next to the last thesis post. The first photo is by Harvey Wang © 1976. The other three images are by Catherine Rutgers © 2012. The poem, for worse or better, is unedited from the original thesis, though laid out to fit more compactly in this format.
It was written in response to Cleve Gray’s Threnody.

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Radiant Twigs

Slip Sliding Projection © Catherine RutgersAnd other ephemera range through my life, you far-reaching creatures, you ravishing individuals, and all-ways shifting beauties. Snagged on the crag, when least expected.

“Hosting with a full toolbox … the one who has the most tools wins.” Textures, shapes, and strokes that bounce, shower across the surface, nestle in reflection.

When you look into my eyes, I want to have all of the lights on and everybody will be home. Teetering toward the pinpointedly disastrous. But rescued by the juicily preposterous. Rock my world, little twigs, rock my world.

In Transit © Catherine RutgersLady Willpower © Catherine RutgersChow Bella Cropped © Catherine RutgersDrawn Down 180 © Catherine RutgersIntense © Catherine RutgersRooftop Emerald © Catherine RutgersReplay © Catherine RutgersTwigs Blue © Catherine Rutgers

Artwork and text by Catherine Rutgers © 2012

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Dear Dada: A Review of Maintenant 6

Source for Now © Catherine RutgersDear Dada,

I’m so ambivalent about our relationship. There is laundry that I didn’t do. Tax papers not yet filed. And, heaven help me, work that I should have finished already.

Then I start thinking about you, and all I want to do is read poetry, look at art, even make some myself. This is our dilemma! Will you rescue me from the mundane? Or tumble me into utterly paralyzed blankness?

It all depends. You’re moody. And don’t try to deny it.

Don’t think that I’ve forgotten how you made me struggle to figure out what makes you different from the surrealists. Or my painful confusion over how you could have come before them, when I think you should have been the clean sweep that came after their authoritarian and frequently baroque immoderation. But it’s only fair to acknowledge that I, too, can be harsh, have sometimes been certain that you and your heroes have nothing to offer but a cynical art-star glamour.

So, you might ask, why am I writing? Well, fact is, you still inspire me. And I’m not alone. Exhibit A, Maintenant 6, one-hundred-and-twenty artists and writers, gathered in your honor. Page one is an anonymous graffiti found in Corsica: “Tout est Dada” (Dada is everything). Maybe it is. Maybe you are inescapable. And maybe I don’t mind.

Maintenant 6 Front Cover © Three Rooms Press 2012

Cover of Maintenant 6, published by Three Rooms Press; image used with permission. Cover art by Mina Loy, circa 1955-1959

Maintenant – A Journal of Contemporary Dada Writing & Art appears in print only, and only once a year. The quality is excellent. I know you’ll appreciate the size, just big enough to see everything, just small enough to keep it from looking like something you’ve subscribed to that arrives in your mailbox weekly.

Peter Carlaftes and Kat Georges, who also handled design and production, are the editors. I’d describe them as curators, skillfully balancing the images and text to create an exhibition you can hold in your hands. Considering the complexity of language throughout, the twists and turns and unexpected line breaks, the layout is impressively clear. I wish, however, that there were titles in the TOC, so it’s easier to find a piece again if you don’t remember the artist’s/author’s name. Would also like to know what media were used in the artwork.

Speaking of language, it’s not always English. So something like the caption for Irene Caesar’s intriguing photo – “In Principio Erat Verbum” – might require a visit to your preferred search engine to find out that it means “in the beginning was the word.” There’s also plenty of English at play: nonsense words, rhyming words, letters and symbols in juxtaposition. Sometimes with a message: “Declare art on war / the spray can is mightier than the sword / defend yourself with words / and declare art on war.” (Mandy Maxwell, Declare!) Sometimes not words at all. Silly, annoying, beautiful. Don’t ask me why, but I love looking at Remorse Re-Morsed – William Shakespeare’s Sonnet CVIII, in which John J. Trause presents the poetry in Morse code.

Even though the inside is entirely black and white, the images pop with details and shading, and there’s plenty of color in the words. From “On textured deep green, sub blazing yellow, / White fluffy cone lunges / barking its threat” in Lance Nizami’s Just Another Day to Peggy Aylsworth’s Waking the Morning: “Into the layers of an ordinary morning— / A bowl of Krispies stares me down. / Blue bubbles deliver unction to my skin. / Why did I choose an orange blouse?”

By the way, here are some details for finding this book on the World Wide Web –
Maintenant 6: A Journal of Contemporary Dada Writing & Art

Three Rooms Press, First edition © 2012, http://threeroomspress.com

“Maintenant” is French for “now.” Yes, I checked, and am glad I did, because I found out that, as a verb, it means uphold, maintain, sustain, preserve, protect. As we all know, Dada, you’re not always a bowl of cherries. Ditto for the work in Maintenant. But the feeling I’ll remember is having visited with friends, and a daffy sense that something deceptively light, offhand, baffling can really be a life preserver.

Love always,
Cat

Negative Earth © Catherine Rutgers

I Don't Know © Catherine Rutgers

But That Is OK © Catherine Rutgers

Original images by Catherine Rutgers © 2012

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Oh, Those Violets Are Driving Me Crazy

Driving Me Crazy © Catherine RutgersOh, those violets are driving me crazy. Oh, those violets are driving me crazy. Just want to see them all day!

Oh, those violets are driving me crazy. Oh, those violets are driving me crazy. I’d like to be them all day!

Oh, those violets are driving me crazy. Oh, those violets are driving me crazy. Just want to show them all ways!

From the semi-green grass of Spring 2012 to the unforeseen dimensions … here we go!

We Only Need a Tiny Space © Catherine Rutgers

Irrepressible © Catherine Rutgers

Live Through This With Me © Catherine Rutgers

Don't Be Jealous © Catherine Rutgers

Sea O Violet © Catherine Rutgers

Crazy for You © Catherine Rutgers

Insane Dimensions © Catherine Rutgers

Photos, transformations, and text by Catherine Rutgers © 2012

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The Art of Compost: Do you promise to funk?

Funk to Funky Opening © Catherine RutgersIt began late last August: the campaign to make compost. First, there was a neglected pile of garden stuff, left in a heap all summer long. Greenish and soggy and hard to pull apart, but I did. And it was fun in the most satisfying way. As the season got colorful, I walked through the neighborhood and found one lawn covered in yellow, one in red. I took large canvas bags and filled them, carried them home. I picked up seed pods on the avenue, and neighbors brought their kitchen scraps.

Every leaf was chopped into bits, every twig snapped short. I filled dozens of buckets, worked a couple hours each day. Often first thing in the morning and last thing at night. Every single bucket had its own smell. Always sensational, often fragrant: mint, orange peel, fresh coffee grounds. As I chopped and snipped, everything else fell away. There was only me and the thousands of leaves and stems and twigs I had the privilege to handle and dismantle.

The feeling of it! The look of it. At one point I thought, “If you document this, it’s art.” And promptly dismissed the idea. But on November 4, 2011, I started to take photos. This is pretty much the way everything looked while I was working. There’s a color twist above. The eggshells in number two were arranged (before being crushed with scissors). For number seven, I flipped some leaves over to show off that glistening red. The last photo is also the last bucket: December 23, 2011, at 4:35 p.m.

Image 2347 © Catherine RutgersImage 2452 © Catherine RutgersImage 2384 © Catherine RutgersImage 2423 © Catherine RutgersImage 2457 © Catherine RutgersImage 2450 © Catherine RutgersImage 2443 © Catherine RutgersImage 2506 © Catherine RutgersImage 2458 © Catherine RutgersImage 2517 © Catherine Rutgers

Photographs and words by Catherine Rutgers © 2012

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Green Springs Forth!

And what a lovely thing this is. Being curious to know exactly what the vernal equinox is, I find it quickly in that handiest of sources, Answers.com:

“As the earth revolves around the sun there are two moments (not whole days) of the year when the sun is exactly above the equator. At these times neither pole tilts toward the sun. These moments are called ‘equinoxes’. One occurs in March as the northern hemisphere starts to tilt toward the sun. In the north, that equinox is called the ‘vernal, or spring equinox’, the beginning of spring.”

Tilting toward the sun. Oh, yes.

Green Springs Forth © Catherine RutgersPhotograph by Catherine Rutgers © 2012
The quote is from http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_vernal_equinox

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Geometry Bent

Bent from the Beginning © Catherine RutgersCatherine Rutgers, Untitled, 1976, pages 54-56.

I’m thinking of myself now as blood (life) gently contained, and the concept is so simple yet mystical, invigorating, I tingle and flush. No, it’s not mystical at all, it’s very real, it is what I am, blood under quiet control; this structure is so complex, but the principle (my skin, soft and flexible, as a container for spirit just as readily as corpuscles) it’s an approach to myself, a way of understanding, really an example of how to treat the frightening things. A covering (an ordering) that is structured and flexible, it doesn’t fully hide anything, but makes it possible to relate to anything else, just as the grid in the Gottlieb sets up the basis for the parts of the canvas to relate to the whole.

Any painting of a crucifixion also demonstrates the power of this concept. It is a subject that has held the imagination of artists for centuries, stimulating expression over and over. A most horrifying image: a body bent, bent and broken, pierced, forced to conform to a rigid intersection of right angles, straight lines.

Grünewald's Altarpiece, circa 1515

Grünewald’s “Resurrection” (detail) 1512-1516, oil on wood, at the Musée d’Unterlinden, Colmar, France

The bodily suffering is already unbearable, and then to see it stretched … this is the power of bent geometry without temperance; a human body restricted to mathematics, the tension has got to be gruesome. This is the opposite of geometry restructured, altered to accept curves, skin, human dimensions. A skeleton is a fragile, interior rigidity (structure). A cross is exterior: the shape of the body made [unnaturally, viciously] straight.

I consider the Isenheim Altarpiece by Grünewald to be the most beautiful crucifixion-resurrection. (1) The satisfaction comes from the liberation from horror. A man dying, his body covered with sores of disease, becomes a risen, floating lord, full of color, curves, gentle, bright robes; the release from wooden structure, earth, the rational into air and light, the illogical belief. This illustrates the concept of life after death marvelously, a realistic representation using the most basic formal elements of abstraction – taut lines changing into flowing curves, dark tones to bright colors – to create an effect of symbolic significance.

Threnody was painted in 1973 by Cleve Gray, who explains that he used a combination of geometry and motion. Within a structure of panels, he set figures in a mourning dance. This piece is architectural in size and form; the artist conceives of it as a cathedral, calling one wall the apse. (2) The installation creates an atmosphere that few rooms can equal. Gray has achieved all of his intentions. He was concerned with social issues (notably Vietnam); with the technical problems of creating such a large piece that is also movable; with creating an environment; and, implicitly, with ancient ritual (the dance).

Cleve Gray’s “Threnody” at the Neuberger Museum; photo by Evelyn Hofer

Cleve Gray (1918-2004) “Threnody” 1972-73, acrylic on canvas, 28 panels: 240 x 110 inches (6 panels), 240 x 103 inches (22 panels). Friends of the Neuberger Museum of Art, Purchase College, State University of New York, Collection. Gift of the artist with support from Friends of the Museum. Photo by Evelyn Hofer. www.neuberger.org/exhibitions/past/view1/142.html?width=660&height=500

I have spent many hours sitting in this gallery, watching the dancers, feeling their course. After getting in touch with the depths, the primitive, the sorrowful, one can face such feelings, deal with mourning and then rise to build from there.

This is one reason why the study of art can be so important. Paintings like these show a serious problem, illustrate a question, and lead to an answer. Through their power, they change me, move my mind, push my pulse. Through the creation of mood, beauty, or the posing of a question, through seriousness, deepness or the frivolous and ironic, paintings affect me. I look, then I am different. And the most successful paintings combine many sensations and elements – Threnody includes color, movement, shape, emotion – initiating a response and stimulating my own expression.

Cypress Distilled © Catherine Rutgers(1) ibiblio.org is the Grünewald image source. For the fuller picture and much more information, visit the Musée d’Unterlinden website.
(2) The number’s there – 55, clear as day – but there is no endnote in the original thesis. My best guess at this point is the catalog for Threnody, Neuberger Museum, 1975. For a series of photos, and statements by the artist, see www.clevegray.com/threnodyhome.htm
Catching glimpses of Mr. Gray at work on Threnody was an unbelievably lucky experience. When it was complete, I was often the only person in the gallery. Marvelous.

Pleasure Scan © Catherine RutgersFuture One © Catherine RutgersThe Corner Was Burning © Catherine RutgersBut I Did Not Know © Catherine RutgersSo Readily Myself © Catherine Rutgers

Original art and text by Catherine Rutgers © 2012
Grünewald’s Resurrection and Gray’s Threnody presented for educational purposes only.
The image directly above is a handwritten section of my thesis in 1976. “Enviggorating” inexplicable, but yes! There is no spell check in a pen. Perhaps that’s part of the beauty.

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